overstimulated

ive been feeling overstimulated.

i've always been that way,
but lately for some reason,
i feel like its worse.

i try so hard to relax
and to enjoy this time.
i really do.
i know soon, my heart will be aching
because we wont have these moments anymore.

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its days like this that make me crazy...
lotsa silly fighting, loudness,
and just crazy kids.
when the husband gets in,
its 10 times worse.



















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however, its days like this that i prefer.
calm and content.. perfect!