my next 30 years..

although country music isnt my favorite..
i heard a song awhile ago
that literally made me stop in my tracks.
i said to todd..
did tim mcgraw write that for me??
i havent been able to hear it since,
without tears streaming down my face.
(emotional, wouldnt u say?)


i was 30 this year.
so many things are changing in my life.
i'm making better decisions,
being healthy, taking care of me.
trying to take time everyday to enjoy the simple things..
the little things that we take for granted.
i am thankful i am here to experience it.


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my next 30 years..

I think I’ll take a moment, celebrate my age
The ending of an era and the turning of a page
Now it’s time to focus in on where I go from here
Lord have mercy on my next thirty years

Hey my next thirty years I’m gonna have some fun
Try to forget about all the crazy things I’ve done
Maybe now I’ve conquered all my adolescent fears
And I’ll do it better in my next thirty years
My next thirty years I’m gonna settle all the scores
Cry a little less, laugh a little more
Find a world of happiness without the hate and fear
Figure out just what I’m doing here
In my next thirty years

(here my favorite part, of course)

Oh my next thirty years,
I’m gonna watch my weight
Eat a few more salads and not stay up so late
Drink a little lemonade and not so many beers
Maybe I’ll remember my next thirty years

My next thirty years will be the best years of my life
Raise a little family and hang out with my wife
Spend precious moments with the ones that I hold dear
Make up for lost time here ,
In my next thirty years