our nana..

nana hasnt been herself lately.
arthritis.
I HATE ARTHRITIS.
for what its doing to nana...
and to our family.
seeing nana like this,
its killing us all.
i know it could be worse,
and in a way we are lucky.
its relative.
for us, this is "worse."

nana hasnt been over in almost 2 months.
SO not like her.
shes usually here at least one night a week.
if todds working, they are here more often.
hanging out, having dinner, keeping me company.

tonight we had a girls night.
nana, mom, me, and miranda.
4 generations.
love it.
we are so darn lucky.
and the best thing is, we realize it.

and look just how excited miranda was
when she saw that nana was here.
i didnt think she really noticed after all this time.
but, she sure did.
miranda is definitely nanas girl,
taking my place, that for sure!